"I lay on my back in the lake at night in the summer time trying to remember Every last second, every last breath that I spent with you"
"225 days under grass and you know more than I. they have long taken your blood, you are a dry stick in a basket. is this how it works? in this room the hours of love still make shadows. when you left you took almost everything. I kneel in the nights before tigers that will not let me be. what you were will not happen again. the tigers have found me and I do not care."
" I wish you were dead. But then i would hate myself for waiting by your grave instead of the phone."
"We are terrible for each other, and, yes, we are a disaster. But tell me your heart doesn't race for a hurricane or a burning building. I'd rather die terrified than live forever."
"Spinning like a ghost on the bottom of a top, I’m haunted by all the space that I will live without you."
"I love you You’re my breathing castle Gentle so gentle We’ll live forever"
"She cant take it any longer. She flees. She is gone but the music plays on. I promise. You promise, too."
"I feel horrible. He doesn't love me and I wander around like a sewing machine that's just finished sewing a turd to a garbage can lid."
"You said the love was dead and in my head I just couldnt believe it. And on the phone you said you never knew me at all. Thought there was love, what a fool I was. Everything was in hyper-jinxjust like an old time movie. You don't understand, can't comprehend. I guess it doesn't really matter. Every dream a nightmare, and nothing really matters. I thought I was Loved. What a fool I was, having dreams about you."
"Though this story sad it is wrapped in sorrow, borne of mystery it was years of painless suffering the dead lover's twisted heart."
"It's the song, the night, the wind the love, the sound of our nights together."
"That time I thought I was in love and calmly said so was not much different from the time I was truly in love and slept poorly and spoke out loud to the wall and discovered the hidden genius of my hands. And the times I felt less in love, less than someone, were, to be honest, not so different either."
"But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for."
"I live in the Twentieth Century and you lie here beside me. You were unhappy when you fell asleep. There was nothing I could do about it. I felt hopeless. Your face is so beautiful that I cannot stop to describe it, and there's nothing I can do to make you happy while you sleep."
"And you don't miss your water 'til your river runs dry And you don't miss your lover 'til she's waving goodbye Bye bye bye bye bye bye"
"Sing me to sleep. I'm tired & I want to go to bed. Sing me to sleep, & then leave me alone. Don't try to wake me in the morning 'cause I will be gone. Don't feel bad for me, I want you to know deep in the cell of my heart I will feel so glad to go. Sing me to sleep. I don't want to wake up on my own anymore. Sing to me I really want to go there is another world, there is a better world. Well, there must be. Bye-bye."
"I'd like to curve my tired legs around your skinny waist, tuck my head into your neck, wrap my arms around you and fall asleep. You could carry me to bed and laugh, and tell me a story, something soft and slow. And when my eyes finally closed, maybe you'd have fallen in love with this girl who makes too much noise, and is sometimes mean, but in the end is just small and quiet, and loves you."
"the coolness of your smile is stirringofbirds between my arms;but i should rather than anything have(almost when hugeness will shut quietly)almost, your kiss"
" You have suffered enough And warred with yourself It's time that you won"
"I will see you in another life, when we both are cats"
"I love your hard, flat body and your strange eyes that frighten me when they become wicked. I love your hand and all the other wounded places."
"In these dreams it's always you: The boy in the sweatshirt, The boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge."
"And I'm afraid To sleep because of what haunts me Such as living with the uncertainty That I'll never find the words to say Which would completely explain Just how I'm breaking down"
"i have found what you are like in the rain."
"You're screaming, and cursing, and angry, and hurting me, and then smiling, and crying, apologizing."
"Tomorrow night is nothing but one long sleepless wrestle with yesterday's omissions and regrets."
"I'm bad and I'm going to hell, and I don't care. I'd rather be in hell than anywhere where you are."
"Your picture is still on my wall, The colors are bright, bright as ever. Red is strong. Blue is true. Some things last a long time."
"it's all heart and lungs it's not that much fun it's hard, hard to run."
"so here I go, just exploding the hope we'll be speaking some day, years from now, seeking friendship and understanding. I hope you get angry, and hurt, and have the hardest of landings. And i hope your new woman thinks of me when she sees what a number I did on you."
"It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace."
"every night I think I certaintly won't ever sleep sober or alone and then suddenly it occurs to me I've slept alone before you and so I pour myself the stiffest drink my stomach can stand and convince myself to lay back down again"
"(i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens; only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)"
"I will leave my mouth between your legs, my soul in a photographs and lilies, and in the dark wake of your footsteps, my love, my love, I will have to leave violin and grave, the waltzing ribbons"
"i'd rather learn from one bird how to sing than teach ten thousand stars how not to dance."
"We had been everywhere. We had really seen nothing. And I catch myself thinking today that our long journey had only defiled with a sinuous trail of slime the lovely, trustful, dreamy, enormous country that by then, in retrospect, was no more to us than a collection of dog-eared maps, ruined tour books, old tires, and her sobs in the night — every night, every night — the moment I feigned sleep."
"You would love the way he sees you. He uses you as a weapon against himself and not merely because you did"
"Your hands they move like waves over me beneath the moon, tonight, we're the sea"
"Black and blissful, tumbling Awake, asleep, it feeds me Fate will rule you, the heart it fools you To lose your sanity"
"Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player, That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing."
"What we don't understand we can make mean anything."
"you're a poem of mystery you're the prayer inside me spoken words like moonlight you're the voice that i like"
“And wrath has left its scar -- that fire of hell Has left its frightful scar upon my soul.”
"if you don't love where you come from. you can't love where you're going to go"
“Death is not the greatest of evils; it is worse to want to die, and not be able to”
“Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.”
“Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things that escape those who dream only at night.”
“Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings where we had shoulders smooth as ravens claws.”
"Pleasant words are a honeycomb, Sweet to the soul and healing to the bones"
"the chord of death entangled me, the anguish of the grave came upon me; i was overcome by trouble and sorrow"
"all of us have a place in history. mine is clouds."
"If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change."
"To the person in the Bell Jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself is the bad dream."
"all the drugs in the world can't save us from ourselves."
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